Friday, September 03, 2010

Different State of Mind

Somehow this place always brings back the balance in my life. I remember the simple things in life and enjoy the tranquility of nature. Where I reside, I have toxic emotions and toxic thoughts. It's obviously not very healthy. So maybe that's why I have such a strong desire to start somewhere fresh. Maybe somewhere where I know no one and I have to build my base. Along with balance, this place also makes me remember that I am who I am and I like that. Once you meet me, you know me. My writing is an eighth of me and is representative of my creative outlet. Sometimes I forget that I do not need to bend in order for someone to like me - either they do, or they don't. And if they don't, it's their loss. And everyone must think that. Everyone must have the confidence in themselves that they deserve the utmost best. We may be picky and we may diversify our taste if we think it will appeal to someone - but we must always remember to remain true to ourselves.

I think it's all the green here that makes me more aware. It's the fresh air and the calmness. It's those moments where you just want to open the windows, let the sun in and drink your coffee. No grabbing the cell phone or checking work email. I think I really need to focus on bringing that back into my life. That's the fresh start I need. Green.

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