Total Anhiliation

With all these feisty battles in life, I come to wonder how I will really take on the world. With style. With honor. With grace. I'm able to spout wonders to those around me who need the motivational pep-talk to get them towards their goals. I'm able to tell them that it's about who you surround yourself with and your positive attitude - that those are the elements necessary to obtain your goals. How is it I can spout such wise words but find myself stumbling through my own life? There are a few things that have bounced through my mind lately, and they have been caused by myself and my friends, so here they are....

1) New job relocating to wherever said job is;
2) Become a bum, declare bankruptcy and start over (drastic and truly not an option);
3) Go to law school and join up in Navy JAG.

Sound a bit crazy? Drastic? Maybe so, but they are ideas and they are floating through my head. I guess this happens when you have been unemployed for 2 weeks and your Master's degree is clearly not holding its weight, period.

And also, why is it I am seen as an awesome person to many people around me but those that I really WANT to be seen as such, see me as something much, much, less? I do not understand this concept. If I am the same between person A, B, and C, and A and B adore me. What is wrong with person C? Oh don't answer because I clearly no why. I guess the better question is.... why is it that person C appeared to think I was awesome for quite some time and without anything happened, snapped their fingers and then thought less of me? Clearly this I do NOT understand and my head has no desire to understand it. Maybe yours will.

Cheers to all! Drink up and be happy. It's been a good week.... sorta.