October 15, 2007:
I'm uneasy these days and I'm not sure how to bottle the emotions. I have more focus now than I have in the past year, which is good, but I'm still not content. I wish I could find a quick fix to money. Borders Books may have a new employee soon. Books... orgasm on paper.
Maybe I'm uneasy because of the past couple weeks and the last weekend. Thursday was hell. Who knew I would cry? I did. Then seeing my pup in the knocked out state that he was.... yep, drained my emotions too. Not to mention when shit hits the fan when you least expect. One more piece of cow dung to throw on the pile of manure. The shitlist has been resurected, watch yourself.
But I did smile today (see Andy, I did!). And I smiled for a good reason. I went blog archive reading and was smiling to myself as I read one of my favorites from one of my favorite people. No details or names told, but it was good. If only I could tell them how good it was to me when I read it again... If only I could say so much more too.
Uneasy is the word that comes to mind, and I think its the one that best describes me at this moment. Will I make it? Will everything be okay? When will it be over? Will these feelings ever disappear?
Points for best random snippet:
In our first fifteen seconds of conversation you should always say something intriguing, unless you are boring. This rule goes for my blogs as well - and for those I read. Expectations are awesome - don't make me put you on my shitlist.
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