Hystereo in my ears

I rant like a rant from someone who doesn't know... the reality of life, the ebb and flow, the give and take, the heartache. Silly me. Sometimes it takes time, even when we feel we have run out of patience. Though it sucks to sit back and watch it unfold, without seeing yourself in the picture, it's the reality. There are things in life we cannot have, and this reality is very hard for most to deal with. So how do you push forward knowing you cannot have something, even though it pesters in your mind like a dull ache? This where I realize, sometimes you cannot do a thing. As I have become accustom to... the dull ache may plague me forever, even though I wish like mad it would just depart from me like a breath of air.