when the wine hits

11/22/06

It's like a trip. The head starts spinning, the mind churning, pictures blur into reality. Is it, or isn't? Hmmm, good question. Why oh why does it seem I like to be a busy drama bee? Hmmm. Eat more smarties, okay I say. Let Ray Davies play! Vinyl is precious, we should all own 10. I should learn to eat more fruit, less sugar, ingest more water, think less about being a poo and more about just playing the fool. Play the fool! Ah, indeed. Read this, duckfuck! ..|., yup, thanks bud.

screw it all, i just want to be. oh, wait, I can't. Hold it in, just grin. Hmmm. Pink Floyd in the back Ray is paused. Shine on You Crazy Diamond, live, god bless the late nights.... A hideous blend in my head, god I wish I was just something. I wonder if I'll get that in return? Close my eyes and I drift away ..... darkness around... there are these hands, so soft, long fingers... they make me so happy. I think I fear them though. Ha! fear hands... silly, but its so true. Terrified I'm giving in so much.... oh here I go again, maybe? I like you.... Hmmm. I need to go to happy hour - I need to take my friend up on their offer to happy hour with them. Yes, I do. I will. Fuck this no social life bullshit.

Pull me in
Let me feel it
Like a star I want to be
Shining something, maybe brightly
Hold my hand
Help me understand
Its new and its good
God I just want to feel you
Wrap me up and let me know
Its not just me
Give in and give me something
Truth is, life won't ever be the same
Just don't let me fade
Don't let this fade
Fight it like it means to you
What you mean to me.

I <3 Pink Floyd, smarties, home baked cookies, lasagna wine. I <3 Jodi and Kimberly, Susan and Kelly. My rockstars and DJ's. I'll be getting a dog the beginning of the new year - fun friend for me! Screw all the other's, a girl just needs a dog and life is good. HA! :-P

To each and all, goodnight.... CHEERS!