Stupid For You

Oh my how the weekend spins. You think it will spin one way but the wind blows it the opposite. How silly. As I sit here and type, things float through my mind and I keep having that little light bulb light up above my head. It's like a friggin' strobe light up there! The philosophy of you give, you take, I give, I take, let's compromise, apparently does not exist with the majority of the population. And when you say something, but do the opposite, people ARE going to question you. Period. My quick recap of events can be summed up something like this:
Friday: Dinner with BF. X not involved. X not going to happen Fri nite. X does not go out and assumes there will be X time. I give in - I'm like that.
Saturday: Work. Tough. Knee is having a hard time. :( Told X that it would not happen tonight. Me time needed. X said he wanted me time with me. Fine. I give. Again. (Also, contemplation of new part-time job ensues... new restaurant by my living quarters is very tempting!)
Sunday: X does not work. X and I make plans to hang in afternoon/eve. Night ensues and X is still busy. X is actually bailing and saying maybe meeting up tuesday "would be better". X does not give.
In summary: X wanted me Friday night - I gave. X wanted me Saturday night - I gave. I wanted X Sunday - X did not give. What can you say about this mathematical sequence? Yeah, exactly.

Tuesday is probably not going to happen. This is not the first time this has happened - but it is the first time I've expressed my distaste. This week may never happen. There are things spinning, literally, in my head. X said this but acted opposite. WHY? Dude. I remember things. Don't think I'm going to forget.

Anyways. Not looking forward to the work week. Not looking forward to condescending voices. Not looking forward to be told that I did not jump into someones head, scan it for all information I could find, and spit out exactly what was found in said head. Nope. Not interested one bit.

I've heard it said that you should turn bad into good; turn the nasty into something pleasant; etc. Well, I'm trying to think of how to take this bad work place and turn it into something good. I can think of maybe a 10% positive to my work environment. But more than that... can't see it.

Here I thought I could start to focus. Hm. I guess I'm kidding myself. Or maybe I just like to kill everything because, well, I have no idea. But I'm thinking that might be a reason. Who knows.

Here's to another week - may it be good and peaceful for us all. I hope.