I think about being in Colorado. I think about how I felt when I first moved there and how I felt when I left. And then I think about how I feel now. It's very interesting to reflect and notice how much you have changed; your perspective, your opinions, your goals. God, I hate when my blogs get deep. Because right now, I'm too feel-good to get deep. But I will say this.... there are things that I really want to say, a conversation that I want to have, where I tell so-and-so to STOP doing what they are doing and just BE happy for me, and express that. Because I need that.
So I'm slowly putting a lot of my attention into one person. Which is funny because I just read Just Left of Nowhere's blog and he mentioned he too was possibly going to focus his attention on one person. This is significant because that philosophy of "but something better could come along, I can't settle" has been shared between us (and many others I'm sure). So this one person is pretty darn cool and that warm butterflies-in-the-stomach feeling is STILL there, 2 months later. I guess that's a good thing, right? Too bad my ass is leaving this state this Fall and this person is staying put. Who knows what will happen....
That's it for now. It's a glorious Thursday, and it will be a glorious Friday. Why you ask? Because there is a retreat - which means my office is quiet and I do not have condescending voices coming down on me. It's fabulous!
Now, back to this database....
1 comment:
I'm glad you're still doin yours two months in ... if I ever get that far, I'll be impressed. Ha. Don't think 'til you have to.
Happy Friday.
PS
Crazy that you've been reading me since JLoN. Thanks for sticking with it, ha.
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