blurry mishap

04/01/07

These dreams I keep having
Fading in and fading out
It's a new person, their face or their name,
And I'm desperately scrambling to understand.
The distance will soon change
But I cannot determine if its an affect
Upon something real but so far out of reach.
This lack of knowing
This inability to understand
Causes the heart and mind to second guess.
I hate this tug and I hate this pull,
I wish it would fade, and fade for good.
It's a pain when I wake up and think of a face,
But it changes quickly because the heart can play games.
I wish I knew a simple yes or no,
I wish I knew a simple leave, or stay,
But this confusion blurs the mind and leaves me standing...
Wishing I knew more.