I'm not happy. The numbness is fading and my eyes are red.
I know where I want to be but I don't.
The people I want to see are for reasons I shouldn't be thinking.
If I hang my head in shame will it all just go away?
I'm torn between trying and fighting and walking away.
I had something once and I want it back. It was in those instances I felt needed. I want to be needed. But in a new light.
Why can't I just bend to fit the mold? Wouldn't life be easier if I did?
Create chaos with this mind, I'll tell you a little story.
I'm ready to let it all go because its faded so far away. Would you be happy?
Thanks for everything and nothing. It's my fault - I know I screwed this one up as well.
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