I can't help but feel cold and empty. Not a bitterness, just empty. I'm not in a place where I should be right now (physically, not mentally) and its gnawing on me today. I should be there because I need it now more than anything. I need my peace, my calm, my fucking serenity. Just let me sit by the river and be - oh that would take away so much of the hurt and anger.
Things are happening that I can't even fathom and explain. Why am I being ignored? And am I being ignored, or is life really getting in the way? All of a sudden - too fucking busy to say hello? Eh - it's how it goes, right? I could say something, but I haven't. Two can play the game, if you are still even playing that is.
Why do things have to be so difficult? Let me take my time to think things through so I can put items into priority and not fuck up the next financial process. Please, just give me some breathing room and don't start harping on me when I say I need space. We all need it - and you know, in the end, it will be worth it.
And for gods sake, if I have to turn my music down, YOU need to shut the fuck up. Why do I listen to music? So I don't have to listen to you. Why do I shut my door? Because you are annoying. Not to mention you have an attitude problem towards your co-workers and superiors, which is a huge no-no in my book. Do not talk to me like I am less than thou, because I never speak to you as such. Treat me the way you want to be treated. And for fucks sake - think! The world and the office does not revolve around you, trust me, we could all do our jobs just fine even if you did NOT work here.
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