Letting go

((old but time to share))
Watching as I pull my hand away knowing that this time it is for good. I never fully had a grasp and I never truly let my hand fall away. But as events unfold and feelings surface, I realize now the truth behind your mask and your hidden intentions.

No longer will I stand and wait or think to catch you if you fall. I never carried a burden labeled you but I did carry a load of unhealthy thought and feeling. I was trapped in my own making and now I feel it is time to turn my back and move forward.

You spun me around to face myself many moons ago. And I thought I could hold you in that spot forever. But it is apparent to me you never intended to stay and I should have kept moving forward after your gracious efforts.

No longer do I wish to long for you or think of you. No longer do I wish to remember or sit idly by thinking 'maybe one day'. I know I am meant for better things and I know you never meant to act upon what you said. Never ill feelings toward you only tru disappointment and foolish feelings.

To you I wish you well in the endeavours you seek. I know you'll win them all as you seem to talk your way into anything. Contact is forever lost I am forever gone and our paths will, hopefully, never cross again.