Dont stop the music

I want to feel every emotion that ventures through my body. I want my finger tips to tingle and my toes to curl. I want the rush of positive energy to move though me like water and circle my body like aura. I want the music i hear to be my life. I want every song i hear and its corresponding emotion to exist in my life, not simply when i listen. I want to live the beat. I want to live the rhythm. And im scared shitless i will never find this and i will forever be searching, always chasing the sun as if there were something new on the horizon.