Run

I think my biggest issue is my quickness to change. As if im flighty. I dont want to be flighty. I feel as though the exact minute a change is presented, im on it. I think this is borderline irrational. And irrational actions tend to have the greatest harm. So how do i fix it? How do i make myself not react so quickly or be so jump at the moment a situation could change? The dude has his handsfull. I think this irrational behavior explains why im in this certain position. I flip-flop on emotions and what i want and then i get lost and become unsure and then . . Then i just want to run. Run so far away to start over.